Vampire Information

I need someone who might know this and not think i’m insane.I’ll admit i’ve always liked vampires the books and movies just fascinated me but i never thought i was one until this year.I’ve heard of "awakening" before but when i went through a time where my senses seemed keener and i was physically sick for two weeks i just thought it was a virus. Then i started to notice changes in my behavior. ones that i really couldn’t help. I started staying up all night just pacing around my room and wandering the streets. I lost my appetite for food and slowly started to realize what might be going on. Sunlight dosen’t have a real effect on me except make me lightheaded and dizzy when i’m not in the shade.
I’m not goth or emo and i DO NOT want to be a vampire. but i can’t deny it if i really am one. Also i do have the urge to sometimes taste blood. maybe just to see what it’s like. I also have a slight case of psychic vampirism for sure. I can feel other people’s emotions and energy.so…tell me

I want to make a story about a female vampire who meets a boy named Luke and finnds out he’s a Vampire demon and heres were i am stuck i want them to fall in love but i don’t want to be acussed of copying twilight. Can some peaple help me come up with some ideas for my story i am so stuck.

Here is a part of the story i made this is narrorated by the male:

This misguided female vampire with hooded purple eyes that are like two windows on the evening sky walked right passed me and turned into a table to my right. Curious I watched as she tossed around her long strait brunet hair while talking to her mortal friends. She didn’t look as though she was suffering from any standard vampiric disabilities like sometimes they would have red eyes though purple didn’t help her human discise either. And as she took a big bite out of her sandwich it let me know that she still had a appetite. And though I should be planing the right moment to dispose of her before she could get to me I just stared at her wishing I could know more things about her like if she was single or if she had the same feelings for me too. Anything but how this beautiful creature prevented me from doing my job.